I need to go outside, badly.

Tequila Por Mi Amante, or "Tequila for My Lover," from "The Gentleman's Companion," by Charles H. Baker, Jr., 1939. Strawberry infused Herradura Silver tequila, with a handwritten label.

I see my life drifting by, and I know I'm gonna die.

Today's a good day. New shoes, new sweatshirt, new anointing oil, delicious food, and loving my man. And this song. Always this song.

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close."

Pablo Neruda

Black Is the Color of the Deepest Midnight